Wednesday, November 19, 2014


I put white lights up on the porch for the birthday celebrations and I figured they can stay until New Years at this point.  The last few strings that I still need to put up are waiting for me in this bucket.  My children plugged them in.  Magic, just like that!  I love being a mom.
Sailing On,

Sunday, November 16, 2014

The first wave of November

   November is a fun month around here.  We celebrate three birthdays, our wedding anniversary, and Thanksgiving.  Add to that the baby blessing for Sheffield and it's a pretty amazing month.

   I keep trying to replay the events of last sunday in my mind so I can memorize them to perfection.  We had a really sweet blessing for Sheffield and I could feel the spirit calming and brining peace.  I loved seeing the cirlce of Priesthood standing there in my home.

  Then we had a great dinner with so many people we love.  Grandma and Grandpa Smith brought a delicious smoked turkey that we all loved.

   After dinner we celebrated Faye's birthday.  She loved every second of it.  With every gift that she opened she was hugging it, jumping up and down and dancing around singing 'yea yea yea!'  She made all of us laugh so much so hard that my cheecks hurt from smiling so much.  I haven't had that problem in a long time.  She opened cards and then sat down and read for a good 90 seconds out loud things like 'I love you Faye.  Happy Birthday to you and your horse Maca.  I hope you have a fun time. '  It was SO funny.  Of course she has no idea how to read but she just acted like she could and it was awesome.  Maca, by the way, is her imaginary horse that she rides all over the house.  She is such an energetic fun girl to have around.  It was delightful for me as a mother to see the way my other children gathered around her and cheered her on.  No one felt like it was unfair that all of the attention was on her and they enjoyed watching her show as much as I did.  They are a pretty incredible bunch of people.  At one point Faye hugged a mini candy bar that she received from her cousin, Elsie.  The Olsen family gave her a purple tutu wrapped up in a baby wipes box.  When she tore off the wrapping paper and saw the wipes box she jumped up and cheered "yea, wipes!".  It must be true that happiess is a state of being because Faye was happy with the baby wipes:)  When the box was opened and she saw the tutu she was ecstatic.
I'm sure feeling blessed. 
Sailing On, 

Wednesday, October 29, 2014


On Tuesdays when the 5 oldest children go to school (they are home with me the other 4 days)  I ususally wait for them on the front porch with my camera.  That way I can get a picture of their latest art project and remember all the exciting things they all want to tell me ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

Yesterday when they arrived home I made sure to get some photos since it was crazy hair day (Clark's wig is the best).  Savanna is usually the one who so quickly wants to hold Sheffield and cover him in kisses so she soon had him outside and we had some adorable photos.   I'm struck by how quickly he is losing his newborn looking face.  And while he is so rapidly growing so are his siblings who amaze me all the time.  I wholeheartedly believe that family is the thing that matters the very most.  And that having these siblings is exactly how these children are supposed to be learning and growing.

Feeling tired and thankful,

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Things I love

Today is the first day in a very long time that I have had time to sit down at the computer for longer than 3 minutes.  I realized that I have not been taking enough photographs lately and that I wanted to change that because it makes me sad when I don't.

There are just too many silly moments and fun things that I forget about when I don't take millions of pictures and I confess that I would rather photograph them than write them down in each of their journals.  I did a little writing in journals today and, well, it was March of this year when I last did that.

What I realized at the computer tonight is that my love of photography is live and well.  What I also learned is how much I LOVE looking through photos of my family.  I actually found myself laughing out loud all alone here in the office late at night.  Just by looking through these photos I remember the  epic General Conference weekend we had celebrating Christian's 10th birthday, Clark's newly lost tooth (the first one!), Faye's sassy personality, how I felt watching my children in their primary program and then later singing 'The Family is of God' for us at my niece's baby blessing, how much we all love Sheffield, what it feels like to say goodbye to summer and hello to fall, how much I love my parents and how thankful I am for the time they have spent here this past month doing my laundry and taking care of children for me while I rest, how messy my kitchen is on a daily basis because of all that we do in it (and it's a great kitchen and I'm thankful!), and truly how beautiful the world is.

I also remembered that I love to write and that I stopped writing here because I thought that I needed to have a bunch of people who read my blog or that I needed to have something exciting to report about or some amazing project to show off.  Guess what?  My family is my amazing project, they followers who matter, and they are what fills up my heart.  I'm blessed and I forget just how much I am blessed way too often.  So here's to remembering what matters most and for doing what brings me joy.

Sometimes I spend time wishing I could give my children more trips, more 'opportunity' (whatever that means), more lessons and a bigger house with their own bedrooms.  Today I just wish for them to be able to retain and remember some of the happiness that they have felt this year.  I wish for them to love their siblings for their entire lives the way they love little Sheffield right now and for them to be the best they can be as they follow God's plan for them individually.  I wish for them to remember to be as happy as a two year old licking cookie dough off of a beater, and, most of all, to always remember that the family IS of God.

Sailing On,

Friday, October 3, 2014

Welcome new baby

We are busy loving on this sweet little boy over here.  I'm not feeling very motivated to do much of anything, and three weeks has already gone by so quickly.  I'll just be here soaking it up as much as I can.
Sailing On,

Saturday, August 9, 2014


The good news about July going by so quickly is that I only have another four weeks of being pregnant.  The bad news is that 4 (or less) weeks is not enough for me to get everything done that I want to do before baby comes.

July included a lot of backyard fires, pulling weeds, watching Christian play baseball, the Sheffield family reunion, a trip to the ER for Madeline via ambulance and a diagnosis of Bells Palsy, working at Pure Bliss Shaved Ice, trying to clean up my life and get rid of things, and some good sewing hours.

For today all I can say is that I'm going to keep going every day when I wake up in the morning and I hope that's enough.  I'm not promising much else these days.

I read this quote every day:
Every one of us has times when we need to know things will get better. Moroni spoke of it in the Book of Mormon as “hope for a better world.” For emotional health and spiritual stamina, everyone needs to be able to look forward to some respite, to something pleasant and renewing and hopeful, whether that blessing be near at hand or still some distance ahead. It is enough just to know we can get there, that however measured or far away, there is the promise of “good things to come.”
My declaration is that this is precisely what the gospel of Jesus Christ offers us, especially in times of need. There is help. There is happiness. There really is light at the end of the tunnel. It is the Light of the World, the Bright and Morning Star, the “light that is endless, that can never be darkened.”  It is the very Son of God Himself. In loving praise far beyond Romeo’s reach, we say, “What light through yonder window breaks?” It is the return of hope, and Jesus is the Sun.  To any who may be struggling to see that light and find that hope, I say: Hold on. Keep trying. God loves you. Things will improve. Christ comes to you in His “more excellent ministry” with a future of “better promises.” He is your “high priest of good things to come.”      -Jeffrey R. Holland

I hope it brings you the reassurance it brings me :)
Sailing On,

Thursday, June 19, 2014

A new cousin and lovely light

This summer has been made all the better by the arrival of our new baby cousin, Clara June.